| Location | Dagenham Essex |
| Age | 35 years |
| Cause of Death | Organ Failure |
| Date of Birth | 02/10/1972 |
| Date of Death | 14/10/2007 |
| Visitors | 12,878 since 19/10/2007 |
| Creator |
This is a life storyof a sad lost soulour sister tracy
We are gonna take you back to the very start
Tracy jane vary was born on the 2-10-1972 a beutiful baby girl with brown hair and hazel eyes i was 14 years older than her and she also had an older brother and another older sister .
tracy grew into a wonderful child she loved to sing and love spending time with her family. when tracy turned 13 years of age no-one new that life was going to be so hard for her. she had made a few bad choices that caused her to no longer live with her mother and father.from that day on tracy became a lost soul. she never new where she belonged so my little sister came to live with me and my family where we shared many happy memories and many sad .tracy then moved out of my home and in to her other older sisters home with her family and yet again she felt like she didnt belong there either so once more she packed up and moved on.she decided to live by her self and take life head on
one thing i havent told you about is tracy chose to find comfort in a bottlewhere she could black out all the pain in her life and her none excitent relationship with her mother . tracy then carried on drinking more and more.
Then the worst thing that could happen to anyone at the age of 28 we lost our dear father. she never got to tell him just how sorry she was or how much she loved him and tracy beeing tracy she turned to the bottle harder than before.
see tracy never had love or found love but she had so much love to give but the one place she wanted love from was her mother but she never got it
so this poor lost soulhad no father no mother to turn to for helpas her sister i tried to help her as much as i could i took her to aa meetings she came and stayed with me she was doing well at least i thought she was but realy no-one could repair the damage that had all ready been done inside her head. so she she continued to drink. tracy turned 35 on the 2-10-2007, friday the 12 of october tracy colasped and was rushed to intensive care where she was put on a life surrport machine where my baby sister would spend her last 2 days. i remember she looked so tired and you could tell she had had enough worn out of trying to find love. so on sunday 14 of october at 9 22 am tracy jane vary finally gave up the fight and she went to the one place she new she would find eternal love in her fathers arms good bless you both
to close this story never give up on any sad lost soul xx
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~♥ With Love ♥~
Oh most beautiful star
In the sky tonight
You are most bright
I watch and wait
With hand raised up
Open and waiting
Slowly, oh so slowly
You move through
The night sky
You come closer
As I watch and wait
Hand outstretched
Then ever so softly
You come to rest
In the palm of my hand
You shine like a diamond
Your brilliance
Holds me in awe
I could almost wish
To hold you tight
To keep you safe just for me
In time, your light
Would fade from sight
You would die
To me and to all
So I let you stay
As long as you wish
With palm open
So you may leave at will
You will travel back
To the night sky
To shine brightly
For all to see
I will cherish
The moments you gifted me
With your light
Specially for me
For a little while…
Star So Bright
by Ann Marquette
Sending you lots of love angel and a big thank you to your loved ones for all they have done for my little princess demi-leigh and myself in the last year...HAPPY NEW YEAR XXXXX
Love alway elaine xxxxxx
merry christmas
good morning my darling and merry christmas to you and all your angel freinds loving you always god bless you
░☆░☆░ MERRY CHRISTMAS ░☆░☆░
As we prepare for Christmas,
Our thoughts will be of you,
You always made our Christmases,
The happiest we ever knew.
We'll try our best to celebrate
The birth of Christ our King,
But in our hearts we realise
We've lost our everything.
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well tracy im not sure if you remember me i use to come n visit your page when your sister first made it for you as my mom died the same way ,i dont come on much now as i get to upset but i just went to say hi to my mom and thought i'll go and visit some of the angels i use to light candles for time ago.Susan i hope you keeping well hun and stay strong tracy is never far from you xx
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HI DARLING JUST SENT DAD A MESSAGE FOR HIS BIRTHDAY HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY TOMORROW SAME OLD THINGS GOING ON IN MY HEAD HOW ARE YOU ARE YOU OK ARE YOU HAPPY DO YOU THINK OF ME DO YOU REMEMBER ME I MISS YOU SO MUCH WILL IT EVER GET BETTER I DONT THINK SO I SEE JAN THE OTHER DAY SHE LOOKS SO OLD WHAT AS HAPPEND TO US ALL I WISH I COULD TURN BACK THE TIME BUT I CANT SEE YOUR BROTHER AS WELL I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I AM GLAD I HAVE HIM I WONDER IF MUM FEELS GUILTY FOR WHAT SHE AS DONE TO US ALL I WONDER IF SHE THINKS OF US AT ALL LOVE SENT TO YOU ALWAYS SUE
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hi hun feeling so down cant stand this time of the year i fed up of putting a smile on my face thy have not got a clue how i feel i feel the same now as i did then and it will never go away i cant even say your name with out me breaking down i miss you so much what dont thy get i want you back and i cant i fell so ill with out you being around dont no what to do any more i miss you love you and i cant have you i hear people say a broken heart and by god i have one love you so much
missing you
well my darling 3 years today you have past i miss u so much people dont understand how i fell i am so sad and alone i love you so much as you was my own child loveing you always darling sleep tight god bless u my love suexxx
Happy birthday Tracy
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Love Carol & Spud..xx
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
happy birthday darling miss you so much 39 today and our rosie is 11 dont for get to catch your birthday balloons today from heven i love you so much and miss you every day i think about you all the time love sent to you from me tom kelly and rosie have a good day all my love sue xxxxxxx
Miss me, but let me go.
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We've known lots of pleasure,
At times endured pain,
We've lived in the sunshine
And walked in the rain.
But now we're separated
And for a time apart,
But I am not alone-
You're forever in my heart.
Death always seems so sudden,
And it is always sure,
But what is oft' forgotten-
It is not without a cure.
There may be times you miss me,
I sort of hope you do,
But smile when you think of me,
For I'll be waiting for you.
Now there's many things for you to do,
And lots of ways to grow,
So get busy, be happy,and live your life,
Miss me, but let me go.
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